Wednesday, 31 December 2008
I need a remedie for that!!!
Wednesday, 24 December 2008
A-)Be nice and not honest?
B-)Be mean and honest?
C-)Disappear without a word?
The answer is obvious...
What I am doing is A,
What I should do is B,
What is easiest to do is C, but that would mean that I have to be mean and not honest.
Why do people always do what they shouldn't do when they actually know what they should do?
Friday, 19 December 2008
...Not being able to resist smiling stupidly for some little things in the subway, at the library while “studying” and even during a final exam is really some kind of blessing or luck.
Do I make sense? If you think I make sense then you must be one lucky person.
I feel lucky too!
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Sunday, 14 December 2008
...and it feels good! :):):)
Saturday, 13 December 2008
Perhaps “meaningful” is the word I am looking for. For example, if you haven’t seen a friend for a week, that’s a hella long time in China, this is simply because Chinese live for the moment. Countless technologies today, that is supposed to bring us closer, is actually creating barriers, but it makes our life so much “easier” that we don’t think about it, and along side, things lose their meanings. Are we actually improving or unconsciously regressing? It seems like life is harder for Chinese because conditions in China are not as good compared to here, but life is definitely more fulfilling and meaningful in China, because they truly cherish what they have. That sense of being full…of being alive is difficult describe, but I can feel it. Maybe many Chinese who grew up in China seek to immigrate to America, but after seeing both sides, I dream I could be part of them.
As the days go by, I hoped to get back in place and do my best at school and just anything for the time I am here. At the same time, it always seems like my body is here but my heart is elsewhere and constantly thinking of leaving. How would you feel if you changed, but people around you didn't? Once upon a time, getting wasted every night seemed like lots of fun and was all I wanted, but that can no longer satisfy me. I read an interesting article called “Sigmoid Curve” written by Charles Handy. It essentially says that as some summits are attained, one must find a higher summit in order to remain motivated and that becomes our driving force or inspiration. He used the sigmoid curve to maily describe organizations, but I think that applies to anyone.
Life can be viewed as a learning experience, learning about ourselves. In order to do so, we first learn about others. The more we know about others and see the differences and similarities; we get to understand ourselves better. As we learn about other cultures, we get to know ours’ better. On the other hand, the more we see, the more it gets unclear and we continually search answers to that unclearness. Hence, new and more complex questions are the higher summits that inspire us. What’s the purpose of all this? To grow, to be a better person, to be happy I guess? Maybe we are living in the hope to find those answers, answers to those never-ending questions.
Friday, 12 December 2008
你最近怎么样? 你会说韩语吗? 学习韩语进步得很快啊。哈哈。
From happiness grows greed
From greed grows jealousy
From jealousy grows anger
From anger grows pain
From pain grows distrust
From distrust grows solitude...
Wednesday, 10 December 2008
Let's ignore time's existence
Let's forget the world's being
Come on down with me
Monday, 8 December 2008
That last day in China, I just wanted to be with you. The West Lake is attractive indeed, but I didn't want to be there. I would be the happiest girl alive if I could stay with you and make a living in China. I’d wait for you every night until you finish work and we’d go for walks in the park at 5 am when everyone else is sleeping. Did I just borrow you to build that perfect dream? As for all dreams, we must wake up someday. Tomorrow, I'll be heading towards a different direction and you'll continue in your direction...but that moment we spent together meant forever to me.
It fascinates me how two totally different persons can come together, especially for two persons who live on opposite sides of the world. Maybe everything seemed so perfect because the time we spent together was so short that we didn’t see the bad sides of each other, but isn’t it better like that? The good times were short but enough to still unconsciously smile when reminisced.
I don’t care how cheesy this is, I’m happy!
Friday, 5 December 2008
Being able to accept ordinariness can be a form of blessing
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
you are gorgeous, would love to get to know you.I work near Concordia. Write me if you want...Bye sexy,P.
je vaut 40000 par semaine. J'aimerais bien essayer. tu me communiquera.
tu est tres chixx, eille je t'aime
salut,aimerais-tu sortir à l'occasion?a+
salue dsl de te deranger mais je me demandais si c t pas toi que javais rencontré au casino mardi soir...je me rappelle plus trop de ton nom au complet lolrépond moi vite :)Charles.
your the cutest girl ive ever seen. your a very sexy asian.
How much time god took to create your pretty face?
hey there elaine...u know i love asian women...when i look at you it gives me the reason why,....u are the type of girl i'm looking for...u have everything i'm looking for...beauty and the smarts to go with it....if your interested in talking a little more just get back to me...my e-mail is email@example.com if u have msn you can just add me and we can chat more...see ya beautiful...xoxo
Hi beautifulI just thought that I would say hi while your online right now. I thing you are very sexy and smart. But I'm blocked out of your profile so, let me in and I could get to know you bettter.Peace Beautiful.
hi there sexy couldnt help but notice u u wanna chat
Hey I was just browsing here and i saw your profile... i dont normally do this but i would love to chat.you have some gorgeous pics!Eric
Hey hows it going/? U dont know me but i was trying to find a friend i went to school with when i seen ur pic and just about fell over LOL.. Your unreal beautiful.. I would love to talk to you but if not its cool Take care anyway
how are you my dear :))you are appearing very swettI wan to bite you :)))
hi how r u addm e on msn if u want firstname.lastname@example.org bye sexy
girl i want you !
Hello,I just want to let you know that I think you look hot in your picture. Add me to MSN and we can chat...email@example.com
just want to say you look alil' bit like Utada Hikaru in the pic with you and the teddy bears.A Japanese singer if you didnt know...So what does that mean?? you are very beautiful just like her...hi just wanna tell u that ur really cute and hey i was thinking if u wanna talk some time.hit me upbye take care
chirie,tu es tres belle comme une rose,j'aimerais de te connaitre la prochaine fois,lorsque je visite Monterial.
Ok I gotta stop here. Are you guys tired of reading this? Because I am. Sexy, attractive, cute, chix and all those blablas, I have no time to care about what you can think of me...And most of you don't even know how to spell in english or french. Is that what you guys do instead of going to school? PATHETIC! I'm sorry for acting like a diva and I'm sorry for the fact that I don't even actually feel sorry.By the way, I am very nice, I do respond to nice, meaningful and interesting messages.