"For some reasons, everything that comes out of your mouth sounds dirty. It puts me in a bad mood," I said.
"Just remind you that you're the one who brought up the little Alex fantasy. Not my intention..." he replied.
Then well, blablablah, things turned sour obviously.
It's true that I'm the one who brought up the Alex fantasy first. For the uncultivated ones, Alex is the main character in A Clockwork Orange. I guess I'm just programmed to talk to guys and approach them in such a misleading way...but I also hate it at the same time. I'm stuck here. It's like smoking; you smoked for half of your life and now, you start to realize its effect on your health but it's not so easy to quit.
I was so pissed, but mostly at myself. I'm just that kind of person always looking for trouble and emotional turbulence. I'm even more convinced because now, I'm tempted to talk to him again already...but I won't because I know he will be the one who comes to talk to me again first, ha. How do I know? Because he's a despicable man who enjoys challenges.
The first time we stopped talking, I just disappeared without explanations. I did this because he lacked initiative and gave me the impression that he doesn't care.
Few days later, he messaged me this on facebook:
|Jonathan: So now you're giving me the cold shoulder?!|
Me: That's very exact.
Jonathan: Ooh Elaine, brutal, I like, I like.
See? I knew he would react this way. He's just stupid, seriously.